Tired...

Tired…

If I had to use one word to sum up the past week or two that would be it. In fact, I would have used “exhausted” if not for the fact that I’m taking a complete break from school work today.

Well, not a complete break actually. In the end, I couldn’t resist doing some touch up on my presentation for my product design module next week. Guess it’s like they say: old habits die hard. (Coming soon to a theatre near you; Bruce Willis that was for you)

Why am I tired? It’s really quite simple. It was getting hard to find motivation.

You think that as a student, all you need to do is work hard and be a good employee and the jobs will flow. Then you find out there are a lot more things to jobs than just that. And you start to wonder what the point is in working so hard if someone with lower morals can get a better job than you.

You think it would be nice to fall in love. Then you realize that the woman is the last woman you ever want to see. And you start to wonder if romance is in fact just some illusion that music companies invented to sell their records.

You think it would be good to help someone. Then you wonder if all the “Thank You”s were just hollow meaningless words that conceal an utter arrogance, a sense of superiority making her think I would do anything for her. Worse still, you don’t get any reward for the help. Nothing seems to be going your way and you don’t get your lucky breaks. And you start to wonder whether nice guys really do finish last after all.

HAHAHA.

If you really thought I would give up so easily, you forget it was April’s Food Day just 3 days ago. Ok I’m a little late in writing my April’s Fool article. So sue me!

I couldn’t give the slightest care what the world does, how it works or what it thinks of me. I’m going to stick with God. And I know He’s right there beside me. I’m just going to do my best to follow His ways and lead a life He wants.

God I totally surrender to you. Amen.

Cheers everybody and happy April’s Fool.