Bored...

My life here on Earth could do with a little more excitement right now... Although I do have hopes it will arrive by next Monday when my examinations end.

For now, my life consists mainly of studying for examinations, playing the odd computer game, watching tv at night and checking emails for updates on NUS stuff or job offers.

Everyday, I login to my windows live messenger hoping to have received an email from a company I applied for. So far, there hasn't been any news yet but I'm still hoping it could happen one day.

Ironically, I do get alot of offers from companies I'm not interested in. I wonder...What does this mean?

For now, I can only pray and leave it to God. and better make sure I do well in my studies.

I wonder what I should do after the examinations.... I'm getting quite sick of computer games... so I guess I could watch movies instead... which reminds me how irritated I am with the Singapore Film Festival... not their fault or anything but they always hold the festival right smack in the middle of the exam period... sigh...

so I guess I could hang out with the guys or something for pool, bowling etc... if they're free that is...

guess things would get alot more exciting once I go on holiday and meet all those Japanese girls!!
assuming they are as pretty as I imagined them to be... which probably isn't the case right?

as for local girls, think the only girl i'd be hanging out with anytime soon is my mum. speaking of which, it's Mother's Day soon! have you decided what to do for Mother's Day yet? For now, it'll just have to be a simple dinner. once i start working, i'll get her something better...

Meantime, you can help hunt fpr my dream girl.. if you meet a girl that fits the following description please let me know so that i can stalk her like mad for a few months... I promise I'll be nice...

1. big eyes ( dun know why i like that actually...)
2. sweet smile ( sweetness not proportional to size)
3. has "ang-moh-pai" accent ( just like me!! I do have one right?)
4. laughs at my jokes ( this should be easy...)
5. makes me laugh
6. fair skin ( only recently started to like that... but dark skin also can lah...)
7. has a really stupid laugh ( trust me. a girl with a stupid laugh is someone who is true to herself. Girls who try to retain their laughter and bottle it into some refined giggle? You can have them)

yup that's about it i guess... originally thought that new tv host debbie wong fit that profile but later realised she's quite a poser...

i'm so tired of posers...

Tired...

Tired…

If I had to use one word to sum up the past week or two that would be it. In fact, I would have used “exhausted” if not for the fact that I’m taking a complete break from school work today.

Well, not a complete break actually. In the end, I couldn’t resist doing some touch up on my presentation for my product design module next week. Guess it’s like they say: old habits die hard. (Coming soon to a theatre near you; Bruce Willis that was for you)

Why am I tired? It’s really quite simple. It was getting hard to find motivation.

You think that as a student, all you need to do is work hard and be a good employee and the jobs will flow. Then you find out there are a lot more things to jobs than just that. And you start to wonder what the point is in working so hard if someone with lower morals can get a better job than you.

You think it would be nice to fall in love. Then you realize that the woman is the last woman you ever want to see. And you start to wonder if romance is in fact just some illusion that music companies invented to sell their records.

You think it would be good to help someone. Then you wonder if all the “Thank You”s were just hollow meaningless words that conceal an utter arrogance, a sense of superiority making her think I would do anything for her. Worse still, you don’t get any reward for the help. Nothing seems to be going your way and you don’t get your lucky breaks. And you start to wonder whether nice guys really do finish last after all.

HAHAHA.

If you really thought I would give up so easily, you forget it was April’s Food Day just 3 days ago. Ok I’m a little late in writing my April’s Fool article. So sue me!

I couldn’t give the slightest care what the world does, how it works or what it thinks of me. I’m going to stick with God. And I know He’s right there beside me. I’m just going to do my best to follow His ways and lead a life He wants.

God I totally surrender to you. Amen.

Cheers everybody and happy April’s Fool.